Friday, October 16, 2009
Bryan~ finally we got through our pmr exam. 5 days. u noe. a long time for us arrr.
Do u have any exam at there? maybe planting or cooking.. haha.
I noe you like to cook right? I miss the chicken wings u cook for us last year in teng's birthday party. (: Damn delicious.
I dunno whether i can go Science class next year, but now better dun talk abt result lah. lols.
Now we pass our time in school crazily. We play monopoly (Hey Chian and Lian eat all our money T.T), uno cards and... uno punya JI MU. dunno how to say la. haiz. But very fun leh~ we just go there to play XD
But also some unpleased things happened today...
It's about st.john. You noe the relationship between de lar..
There was a very easy problem and it is very easy to solve. even me can think the way in 2 seconds. But they sengaja nak make it very complicated. maybe they just wan to compete see who can talk more? But dun waste time lar please. No one is listening to us, I mean all of us, except the guys who sit face to face and argue a lot. But we noe that we are correct, so nvm lorr. Hope 1 day they noe what they are doing. dun just say too much.
/chan.
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Thursday, September 24, 2009
Bryan, I miss you.
It's holiday right now.
DO YOU STILL CELEBRATE HARI RAYA?
Don't forget, you're still a MALAYSIAN. XP
Hahas.
PMR is coming soon.
You can see how hardworking is 3 Bayan right now.
Struggling to strive straight A's.
Nevertheless, you are still in our mind.
Enjoy your holiday, Bryan!
Labels: Miss You.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
BRYAN~! WE GOT NO.1 IN THE COMPETITION!
*I wish that you're here to celebrate together*
We can feel that we had done our best today. Well Done!
We can feel you.. but are you actually there? Or you're there watching ur sister in UPSR?
:) but we trust in you. You'll be wif us for every challenge.
You noe wat? Today after the girls noe the result, they just make fool of the guys after KH period xP Siaw Hui is acting emo and attract SOMEONE to comfort her. lols. U noe who is SOMEONE? is a guy that super care of her xP Every guys trust us :D After she act emo, then she walk infront and say wif a sad pitch: "Guys, do you noe you all did very well today?" *Yes...* "Yes, you all did very well today because we got the first place!"(happy mode) *Cheh....*(guys =.=) SOMEONE felt so sweat and then "take revenge" on Siaw Hui. lols. We all good in acting leh.. :D
Well, A happy day. I noe you saw our presentation today :) So no much to report.
:::gossips:::
what a cool match if YT wif LA XD ...just crapping :P
♥Li Liing
Labels: tell u.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Bryan, I certainly miss you a lot...
Somehow, I still wish you're still with us sing for this competition.
The position we reserved for you (:
Always a big gap there for you.
Today's our last pratice.
I just wanna say, " you're one of us, remember that."
Sign with us no matter where you are.
Our hearts always belong together.
United as we are ;)
Love from Joyce.
Labels: Reserved.
Bryan, today is our last practice for Patriotic Songs Competiton.
Everything seems good in the early morning but after we start practice, for some reasons ( dunno why), many people emo =.=
We sang the song too fast, and Joycelin just play the song too slow. Everyone were totally OUT OF TEMPO. Well, I meant EVERYONE. We sang too fast but we just keep blaming joycelin. It is not good. Especially I felt sorry to joycelin. 'Someone' just think we sang so correctly, and ask joycelin to play faster. Finally she played the correct tempo, but actually we are not singing like that. What I mean is, we didn't realise that we sang faster than the usual tempo while we are singing. We can't feel. So that means, all of us are also wrong. What we should do is try to match the music after joycelin played the correct tempo. But no one listening to me. ): Felt hurt actually. They just seems so depressed and Scary. Why can't we think probably and talk probably? They showed the angry face and keep discussing why joycelin play so slow... Argghh.. Can we just try to communicate wif joycelin but not blaming her? Haiz. She is a musician. She plays the piano. A musician dun like ppl to judge her ability in playing music. Chill down, everyone :(
Finally, Cik Chua help us after recess. Then we get through it without emo-ing. And siaw hui just act so exhausted. Joycelin looks better. Everyone seems good again. :D Thanks Bryan. I noe u r watching us and u giv us power to solve this prob. Everyone miss you. Tomorrow we will show all the best to you.
GOOD LUCK 3 BAYAN!
♥Li Liing
Friday, August 28, 2009
已经是第五天了，在那里还习惯吗？不知是否有收到我们寄给你的卡？ 对不起哦， 由于时间紧凑， 我并不能画得很美。 多多包涵。。
其实，我心里感到非常愧疚。。 因为我也是其中一位没痛哭一场的人。 我不知为何， 也许是不敢相信，不愿接受吧。我总觉得心情压抑， 不知该如何诉说，想找个人吐一吐苦水，又找不到，因为大家的心情也不好受 。 咳。。 今天是传凯的生日， 本是应该打个电话向他祝贺。 但如今， 我也不知该如何开口。 该不会说 生日‘快乐’ 吧？
不过无论如何，还是希望你别担心我们地球的事，毕竟地球每时每刻每秒都一定会有事情发生，你辛苦了几年，总该好好休息了。 ：） 我们会想你的。 但愿你快乐， 并找到在地球上找不到的另一半。 哈。
. : 宜学 kevin : .
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
昨天我和佩仪跟一位小学朋友有个聚会。
即使发生这么不愉快的事，
我还没有取消掉。
我不希望把这段悲伤带给一位不相关的人。
请原谅我。
不过我们昨天还是谈起你了。
我们没有哭
反而有一阵子笑了
因为我说
每当我看着天空
我总会看到你的身影
还在建筑你的理想天堂。
每每想象(我不能说这是幻想。)
我都看见你回头对我笑
弯下腰
拿着铲子在花盆里在种美丽的花朵
对了，
还穿着你钟情的NIKE上衣。
我们沉醉在
脑袋里这个和平的世界
那里有着鸟语花香
还有金钱买不到的宝藏。
may there be your Lake Isle of Innisfree
我有时候觉得自己太不应该？
只因为我没有痛哭一场
但今天下午为你哀悼的时候
我闭上眼
才发现原来我心里还存在着
对你深刻的印象
还有隐藏在心底的悲伤
我一直都在强颜欢笑
甚至疯狂大笑
我想要用笑声
来遮掩内心哭泣的回响。
然而
也许是因为没有亲眼见证这场死亡
所以我对你的感觉……
我想你还是活着的。
这是像你慈祥的妈妈说的一样
你只是到外国念书了
好久好久都不会回来。
这种感觉有点像是Alycia移民的时候
我们之间存在的是思念
并不会太过不舍……
而这个期限
只是长了一点……
是等到我们走完这个旅程之后。
这么想
会对我们双方都好一点吧！
你还是快快乐乐的活在我们的回忆里
并不是像别人说得那么 “痛”。
Bryan -Yo!
credits to yeethong.
I'm getting crazy.
I laugh, I smile
I do all the crazy things.
Because I dun wanna let you feel guilty.
I dun wanna make you from a ''happiness maker''
turn to a ''sadness maker".
You should live happily ever after in your wonderland.
Your Lake Isle of Innisfree.
Live with your cute wife you met there,
And plants a lot of smiling flowers.
This land is full-filled by the Happiness you left here.
Rain drops.
It drops the happiness you Produce over there to us.
Rainny day
We now are not feeling lonely anymore.
You accompany us for everytime
when the sunshine was hidden.
Bryan. We love you.
We really did.
You left happiness to us.
So, I'm still smiling for you.
This is what we called Happily Ever After.
It's Angel Laughter.
Credits to yeethong.
:) my beloved friend and brother. You are strong enough. Chase your dreams over there. <3
♥Li Liing
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Kawan,
Apakah maksud kawan?
Orang yang sentiasa ada di samping seseorang itu barulah disebut kawan,
Salah seorang daripadanya ialah engkau,
Sebenarnya sejak tingkatan satu,
Ku berasa yang engkau merupakan kawan pertamaku,
Jika engkau tidak wujud ketika itu,
Maka aku akan berada dalam keadaan sunyi,
Serta harapanku untuk menjadi murid yang cemerlang,
Akan terus lenyap dan musnah....................
Kawan,
Katanya kau merupakan kawan setiaku,
Ah,kau memang hebat,
Kehebatanmu ialah keletihanku,
Walau bagaimanapun,
Kepintaranmu ialah kelemahanku.............
Jika aku berada dalam kesusahan,
Engkaulah orang pertama datang kepadaku.............
Kawan,
Apa erti kawan?
Jika tidak suka menolong,
Apa erti kawan?
Jika asyik berdendam sesama sendiri,
Apa erti kawan?
Jika tiada kasih sayang,
Apa erti kawan?
Jika diri tiada teman,
Apa erti kawan?
Jika tiada belas kasihan,
Di mana sahaja engkau berada,
Ku tetap akan berada di sisi mu,
Dan sentiasa menyokong mu.............
Kawan,
Walaupun pelbagai kesengsaraan menuju padamu,
Walaupun kesakitan menjadi bebanan mu,
Engkau tetap tabah mengharunginya,
Bumi "kotor" yang engkau lalui,
Sebagai mimpi yang ngeri bagimu,
Bangun, bangunlah kawanku ,
Agar dapat balik kepada kami 3 Bayan....................
Kawan,
24 Ogos 2009,
hari yang palingku benci,
Mengapakah 24 Ogos 2009 perlu ambil engkau daripada kami semua,
Aku tahu ,
mungkin 24 Ogos ini merupakan hari yang terbaik bagimu,
Agar jasadmu dapat diterima oleh tuhan yang maha esa,
Semoga kita akan bertemu lagi............................
Puisi ini hanya untuk kawanku
yang kini berada di sisi tuhan
Harap engkau tidak akan melupakan aku
Tidak kira di mana sahaja kita berada
Aku akan sentiasa berdoa untuk mu and keluargamu
Hanya untuk mu,
BRYAN CHAN KHUOK JHUN
From mus 3 bayan
I'm sorry I couldn't go to ur furenal...
For some reasons.
But I did call Heidi and ask for the condition there.
Chuan Kai told me that your face look so pale..
Its ok,
You just too fair.
You noe,
I stay tough for the whole day.
But when I hear that,
I imagine that,
I actually cried.
Tears did drop.
But then Cynthia say you are with a slight smile.
I feel
No worry.
I like your smile a lot. really.
I think I'm not so close with you,
but I hope I'm there to see u for last chance leh..
Remember when you free,
Find a way to go into my dreams and find me to chat for a while ar.
If can, bring a long my kitties that u met them over the world there. (: thanks.
Seriously.
Please remember what we had wrote in the card for you.
If you had red the card, then you may read these letters
all for you.
We just treat you as normal.
Because you live in our heart.
Remember that (:
♥Li Liing
我朋友托我为你献上这首歌。
生命
活过就够了。
如果我 不曾走过这一遍
生命中 还有多少苦和甜美
那风中的歌声 孤单哽咽的声音是谁
回忆中 那个少年 为何依然不停的追
想要征服的世界 始终都没有改变
那地上无声蒸发我的泪
黑暗中期待光线 生命有一种绝对
等待我 请等待我
直到约定融化成笑颜
那生命 灿烂烟火般上演
你和我 最后都要回归地平线
那留下的足迹 浪花冲走回忆海岸线
靠近我 再拥抱我
请不要让我的心冷却
想要征服的世界 始终都没有改变
那地上无声蒸发我的泪
黑暗中期待光线 生命有一种绝对
等待我 请等待我
直到约定融化成笑颜
想要征服的世界 始终都没有改变
那地上无声蒸发我的泪
黑暗中期待光线 生命有一种绝对
等待我 请等待我
直到约定融化成笑颜
想要征服的世界 始终都没有改变
那地上无声蒸发我的泪
黑暗中期待光线 生命有一种绝对
等待我
生命中 还有多少苦和甜美
那风中的歌声 孤单哽咽的声音是谁
回忆中 那个少年 为何依然不停的追
想要征服的世界 始终都没有改变
那地上无声蒸发我的泪
黑暗中期待光线 生命有一种绝对
等待我 请等待我
直到约定融化成笑颜
那生命 灿烂烟火般上演
你和我 最后都要回归地平线
那留下的足迹 浪花冲走回忆海岸线
靠近我 再拥抱我
请不要让我的心冷却
想要征服的世界 始终都没有改变
那地上无声蒸发我的泪
黑暗中期待光线 生命有一种绝对
等待我 请等待我
直到约定融化成笑颜
想要征服的世界 始终都没有改变
那地上无声蒸发我的泪
黑暗中期待光线 生命有一种绝对
等待我 请等待我
直到约定融化成笑颜
想要征服的世界 始终都没有改变
那地上无声蒸发我的泪
黑暗中期待光线 生命有一种绝对
等待我
♥Li Liing
Monday, August 24, 2009
Bryan!
Do you hear me calling you?
For once you always call me,
And some say you were lame,
But for me,
I hope u shout my name!
We know each other since we were in kindergarten,
but then we say bye bye,
and I'm happy we met again,
but now we'll have to wave...
We'll always remember you!
As you are like a hero for us,
You say you like the character - Rentap,
As This Slogan really suits you,
"Agi Idup Agi Ngelaban"
Your friend - Chuan Kai
Labels: Chuan Kai
Live your life to the fullest - Live ● Laugh ● Love
Anything could have happen in a flash, even a blink matters. Death was so horrible that it comes to us without our permission , but God. At first, I couldn't accept the facts but it's God's will. We can't do anything but giving blessings.
Now I know, now I understand--Death is just a pathway. Oops, pathway might be too long but a doorway would be the better word to replace.It leads us to the next world we belong to. Or I could say, we can't go to the next world unless we go through death.
I can't hold back that moment nor resurrect you . But how I wish I didn't blink so it won't happen next. Even it still insist, I could have glare at it. Bryan, I would remember you deep in my heart core. You built memories ; you filled the colour of everyone's life.
I'm sorry that I couldn't attend you funeral;
I feel bad.
Tears dropped.
Dreams shattered.
Friendship never.
Love, Insane Person
Joycelin Wong
24.08.2009 , 10.55pm
Today I found two songs that concludes what I wanna say to you.
As same with others' feelings.
Save You _ simple plan
Take a breath,
I’ll pull myself together.
Just another step until I reach the door
you’ll never know the way,
it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something to take it all away.
*Sometimes I wish I could save you
there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know*
When I hear your voice,
it’s drowning in the whispers
your just skin and bones
there’s nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can’t make you feel better
if only I could find the answer
to help me understand
*
that If you fall, stumble down,
I’ll pick you up off the ground.
If you lose faith in you,
I’ll give you strength to pull through.
Tell me you won’t give up,
cause I’ll be waiting here if you fall
you know I’ll be there for you
if only I could find the answer,
to take it all away
*
ohh, ohh
I wish I could save you...
ohh, ohh
I want you to know...
Ohh, ohh
I wish I could save you...
Bye Bye _mariah carey
#This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Ya best friend ya baby
Ya man or ya lady
Put ya hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas daddys sisters brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift ya head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye#
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
*Never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world
To see your face (bye)
And be right here next to you (bye)
But it's like you're gone too soon (bye)
Now the hardest thing to do
Is say bye bye*
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got a chance
To see how good I done
And you never got to see me
Back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could spend
The holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact You're gone forever
*
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye
#
Never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world
To see your face (bye)
And be right here next to you (bye)
But it's like you're gone too soon (bye)
Now the hardest thing to do
Is say bye bye
♥Li Liing
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24th August,
I have created this mailbox for Bryan
while Bryan had built his dream house in his wonderland.
Start from now, he can receives every messages we leave here for him.
When you are lonely or in misery,
come and send Bryan a letter.
He may helps you in future,
Because he is watching over us.
When you are happy or something happen
come and share the cheerfulness with Bryan.
At least he could noe how are we,
and build the bigger castle over there
that full-filled with happiness.
We cannot hear his voice but he can hears ours
We trust him
As we tell everything to him.
So, everyone is welcome to Bryan's mailbox !
Whoever you are. Write ur real feelings here.
Hate, Love, Happy, Sad, Confuse, Lost..
Oni Bryan will be hearing ur real voices. So dun be scare to spread your feelings.
THE GREATER TRUST WE GAVE, THE GREATER POWER WE HAVE.
♥Li Liing.
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